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a pet dog
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37 degrees pencilcase
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Friday, October 07, 2005

it's been a pretty bad week, or rather not so good week. partly because of course of exams. i obviously didn't put in my best. and also i've been having alot of craving for food lately. ugh.

i'm still quite in the lazy mood. EVEN THOUGH IT'S EXAM PERIOD. when i still have like 5 more subjects i haven completed studying, i'm still sitting around at home. eat, shit and sleep.
wth is wrong with me?!

i can't seem to get the motivation to STUDY, to EAT LESS and to EXERCISE MORE. if this continues i'll probably get fatter and fatter. no, i won't.
don't think i wanna go out and study this weekend and next week. too much distractions. (food, noise and handsome guys) i know it's up to me but I JUST CANNOT CONCENTRATE LAH.

i need somebody somewhere to shut my fat mouth and stop me from eating 24/7. i NEED to lose weight DESPERATELY. aiya I'M FEELING FAT AGAIN LAH.

you are probably be tired reading my sickening complains about being fat, being lazy and whatever. i heard a million times.
-you are the way you are but you can change the way you are-
but it's seriously NOT EASY. i know lah. i always say can one but actually i cannot. THE PROBLEM IS ME LAH KKKK.

i'm in the mood to swear curse and everything but it just isn't that good. AIYA I WISH I WAS A MILLION TIMES PRETTY, SLIMMER, CLEVERER AND SMARTER. shucks.
i'm starting to hate myself again.
i contradict my words, myself way too much.

actually i'm fine lah. i just wanna complain. =D

; make me smile (:
; 11:12 PM .